那些淡黄美丽的昨天

美好的开始

2011-12-31T14:19:00.006Z

by shanna

Home, Dec '10

虽然常挂在嘴边说 ‘我的天啊一年就这样过去了吗？’
我的心里却是在暗自松了一口气，庆幸那别扭的2011已经成为过去
我的上一个365天没有惊心动魄，也没有极尽繁华
反而像是盘底的洋葱，尽然让我泪眼盈眶却又是不能缺的点缀

我没有办法将过去这一年简略成一段话
可是我感激不尽
得到的和失去的
接受的和放下的

我憨厚的希望在30岁以前，回首淡望
那会是一段想要再走一遍的路

新年快乐，今年可不可以不要再让我错过五月天了？

第二人生

2011-12-19T10:53:00.002Z

听完以后除了是莫名的泪眼盈眶之外
还有一股冲动把工作辞了
买张机票开始第二人生
忘记这错误的过去

Bristol

2011-12-04T06:51:00.003Z

by Su

The Hollies, Oct 31 '07

I took a minute to look back, at times back in Bristol with Michelle and Sohan at The Hollies.

Those were the times when life was a dream come true, an exciting adventure and i was such a determined and hopeful soul.

But now that i'm kind of close to the future, I'm so lost.

24

2011-11-28T09:44:00.002Z

Oddly normal. nothing too significant, but lovely. I am such a blessed soul and I am very very thankful for that. Felt like I've lost all the words as I haven't been writing properly expressing my feelings and my thoughts for such a long time. Perhaps I don't really know how to wish for something so wild anymore, as if there was this little voice who has built a house in my heart, and speaking to me every single day, that i ought to start throwing away dreams from yesterday which tomorrow probably wouldn't want to go along with. I'm getting there and i'm holding on too....

Life is such a pain when you have to make decisions. But, i still love you. I thank you for the wonderful years and the rocky moments, I wish for nothing else but happiness and good health.

Counting down

2011-11-23T15:11:00.004Z

Copenhagen, Denmark '11

to something new :)

十一月的堅持

2011-11-09T14:40:00.000Z

我最親愛的五月天

我們一定會見面的

2011-11-07T04:13:00.002Z

我從來都沒有確實明了地知道我要的的是什麼

常常無奈地處在不能被理解的胡同里

然后突然有一天

盧廣仲在我耳邊唱說 ‘孤獨給我自由’

讓我理解

其實我害怕去承認我不敢認同的事情

我覺得老天爺爺給我們眼淚的原因

就是在這種沒有辦法釋懷的時候

有個什么可以擁抱自己

遠走一定要高飛嗎

2011-10-11T12:57:00.004+01:00

by amos

Westminster, London '10

我們到底應該耐心的等忍痛的錯過

還是不顧一切地走

告白

2011-10-07T13:23:00.003+01:00

by Derrick

Stroud, England '09

真實與流浪對我來說是一體的

關於後悔

2011-09-07T15:28:00.004+01:00

by shanna

野柳，台灣

從台灣回來又被熟悉的狂戀台灣後遺症給纏上，只是這一次外加了更多的遺憾。

我發現每一次的旅行，我很不經意的卻又習慣性地留下了一堆（些）遺憾。明知道會後悔，卻又樂天的說服自己這一次的遺憾是下一次再來的理由。

這一次，我又跟五月天的演唱會擦肩而過，跟五月天錯過好像已經變成了我的看家本領，難過得要死又不能死（必須為了下一個演唱會而活）；一克拉的夢想也沒去，就帶回了一本展覽導；StayReal　旗艦店連經過都沒有。時間都用在配合＋吃喝＋瞎買上。回來的時候，很用力的後悔後，好想打我自己。

剛看了小燕之夜對《一克拉的夢想》五位設計師的專訪。我的腦子就滿是異常的熱血沸騰，滿足的共鳴還有我自己都不理解的淚眼汪汪，雖然我其實真的很容易哭。阿信和不二良說的話一直讓我感觸很多，想起很多，想要更多。

阿信　 [如果我不在夢想裡，就是在前往夢想的路上。]

阿信 [我什麼都可以忍受，就是不可以忍受後悔。]

不二良 [我常常對於我的的外表跟我的內在很衝突。。是很困擾的事情。]

不二良 [最難的是你不敢想像，你局限了你自己。]

今天，你又做了什麼讓自己後悔的事了嗎？

Harry Potter

2011-07-15T18:28:00.004+01:00

You filled my past ten years with hope, dreams and magic and I can ask nothing more than that. It's been an amazing decade, I can't quite put into words how emotional I am and how much influence Harry Potter has shown on my teenage years.

Such a great movie, just enough wickedness to end it.

Wishing you were somehow here again..

2011-05-27T16:01:00.004+01:00

i can't remember if it's by shanna or by amos

The Cupid, Piccadilly Circus.

Sweetheart, can we fly to England again?

A Panorama View

2011-05-23T15:28:00.004+01:00

by shanna

Westminister, London.

of the pieces of your mind. must be quite a picture i'd imagined.

I've decided to tick of the list below by second half of the year, before it's too late, so i can see your jaw drop when you peek inside my head too :)

1. I will play more guitar and read more books.

2. I will save enough to buy a new lens. a wide angle lens.

3. I will make our plan come true.

4. I will work harder and perform better.

5. I will volunteer more.

6. I will exercise more.

7. I will love my life just the way it is.

8. I will not stop dreaming about living in England.

Wish me luck, i'll see you at the end of the year!

from here to where

2011-05-14T16:38:00.004+01:00

by shanna

Darling Tower Bridge Oct '09

question like this hit me hard in the head, every time i try to settle for a decent and convincing thought that might sound good an answer.

i put on the new earphones i got from Sally and listened to the music from weiho's blog, looking at my dark-coloured nails and my guitar lying on the couch at the other side of the room. my mind somehow reach serenity for a moment or two.

my heart, flying across 6,980 miles and lingers on the scent of beautiful yesterdays.

how do i explain that

2011-05-03T16:24:00.002+01:00

self portrait '11

i just don't believe in

all this purposely for

the world's perception of me

'For No Reason' by Joanna Wang

O' fairy tale

2011-04-29T16:42:00.000+01:00

such beautiful moment

再吃一颗苹果

2011-04-24T12:23:00.003+01:00

'这个世界容不下我的天真'

那是昨天的想法

'人生不如意有十之八九，能活着已经是一种福'

这是今天的领悟

i figured

2011-04-16T19:03:00.005+01:00

at some point, i ought to tell myself, it's enough.

what i had before, it's enough.
time i've spent mourning for, it's enough.
endless dreams i've pictured, it's enough.

it's enough for it has happened and i've been in the picture.
at least, it's enough for now.

and then i shall make peace with myself,
and then i shall accept
and then i will excel
and then life could go on happily

and maybe, next thing you know, we'll meet again. :)

Do

2011-03-22T16:35:00.000Z

Judge me

Don't be intimidated

1/4

2011-03-13T15:35:00.002Z

三月，

還是很迷茫還是很慌張

我其實只想活得簡單實在

可是實在雖然中肯卻也難得

每天都在忙，時間都用閃的在過

我只是怕有一天

我會習慣了忙，習慣了時間的快

忘了曾經的熱忱

2011-02-27T15:07:00.002Z

如果說了後悔是不是一切就能倒退

回憶多麼美活著多麼狼狽

為什麼這個世界總要叫人嚐傷悲

我不能了解也不想了解

瘋狂世界。五月天

我哼著哼著居然哭了

我真的是一個白痴

Try harder

2011-02-19T12:13:00.002Z

by amos

Carnaby Street, London '10

'come away, come away,

leave it all far behind you.....

and everything will be alright now, alright now...'

-For you now by Bruno Merz

Imbalanced

2011-02-15T09:22:00.004Z

by shanna

somewhere near Albert's Hall.

I thought i was content, easily amused and happy as i can be. as i would want to be. i thought i was different.

But sadly, after all, deep down inside i still feel the same. The eager to succeed, the desire to get out and just live the way i like without having to look back or pity how hard life could be treating us sometimes. Though i totally understand all of this is just a piece of mind, which can be seen as another way if you flip it 180, but i'm utterly confused.

How should i convince myself, that time won't change a thing as long as we stand still? Growing is harsh, learning is confusing, and accepting is a bitch.

and i hate bitch. with uber loathness.

New Year Resolutions

2011-01-25T01:32:00.004Z

by my 450D timer

Amsterdam, Netherland '09

I guess new year is always conveniently being taken granted for to be claimed as a starting point for a change. so i shall join in the tradition too :p

I only have a few..

In this new year, I shall play more guitar and read more books and not let the audit work ruin my creativity and damage my taste in music and life.

I shall have mercy in all and think of every possible positive values of what people have and dismiss every single evil thought. I shall be like Michelle and give the annoying people an exucse to forgive them.

I shall concentrate and be determined in study and work. Focus and if i happen to lose a little, well doesn't harm to play it along and then re-focus.

May 2011 be a better year for us all. Happy belated new year!

-

2011-01-17T14:37:00.002Z

by shanna

Istanbul, Turkey '09

i'm trapped inside a very very complicated something

i want to do a million things

but a million things hold me still

isn't life such a bummer at most times.

so cheer up!

2011-01-11T10:48:00.005Z

by shanna

Survivor Night '10

S: 'my life is in a mess now...'

me: 'life is always messy anyway!'

o' the loving new year

2010-12-31T17:25:00.002Z

Last year, was an hour and 29 minutes ago.

I spent my last day of 2009 in Istanbul and the first day of 2010 in London, i bought a guitar i worked in McDonald's, I passed my first ACCA exam.......CRAP i totally forgot about the ACCA PER!!!!!!!!

In short, i was at client's place doing stock take until 11pm and i managed to find a parking in the overly crowded Lintas and had a weird but yeah kind of fun countdown and im welcoming my 2011 with more stocktake and frozen chicken mmmmmmm :)

So happy new year guys i gotta rush to the website and check if i can still pay annual fee and do the PER now. Have a great one and be happy always!

認真

2010-12-06T05:58:00.015Z

by amos

Copenhagen, summer '10

那天晚上，把這個話題從有概念聊到沒有定點

說實在的

我們常常很有想法，我們常常很想改變

為什麼卻要被可是約束讓可是變成代罪羔羊

回來，

很開心，不開心，

接受，不能忘懷，

坦然，不能放開。

其實真的沒有很糟

只是常常不知道自己在做什麼

常常專心沒有兩下就飛到別的地方去了

我看著別人的用心

欣賞著別人的成果

然後看看自己

怎麼樣了呢

23

2010-11-28T16:38:00.003Z

turning 20, Bristol 2007

turning 21, Florence 2008

turning 22, London 2009

turning 23, KK 2010

Life's been treating me well, i hope it continues to :)

i love you, life.

Ending

2010-11-27T07:37:00.004Z

when life was simple

Bangor, Wales, 2009

Where did November go?

Please don't leave so soon. i'm never a big fan of December, the dislike-ness has only reduced in the past three years as I learn to enjoy x'mas a little more and it's more likely to snow in December than in my beloved November.

I've been suffering from muscle pain (more like my right arm has been chopped off) from badminton and worse of all, ZERO determination to focus and revise for the coming exam. I've been delaying my revisions. i think i'm becoming amos.

to actually believe that i, would also succeed in passing the paper without putting too much effort in revising. SANTA HELP ME!!

November

2010-11-08T11:06:00.006Z

by shanna

home, Sabah.

Many people do not understand the type of music that i listen to, the norm in my society tend to labelled them as-

'boring' 'good to sleep into' 'sad and emotinoal' or maybe some as 'cliche'

but i enjoy listening them, alone.

swaying slowly in the dimmed light, alone.

and sink down deep in thoughts, alone.

sometimes i picture myself walking down the same road of fallen leaves

many times i was brought back to the double decker bus

crossing River Thames overlooking the city

and sigh so softly so the chilly breathe could take it away

what i like most about the music that i listen to is,

it brings back memory.

Accepting

2010-10-24T15:41:00.002+01:00

by Khuan

Brussels, Belgium

i felt much better, thank you for everything.

for what it's worth, i'm not upset about now anymore.

aged

2010-10-15T18:49:00.005+01:00

by amos

somewhere in London

i've come to realise that

i'm so much better a person now than i used to be

to conclude all in words is simply an understatement of how thankful i am

有时候

2010-09-23T14:47:00.002+01:00

by shanna

South Bank, London

有时候有时候我会相信一切有尽头

相聚离开都有时候没有什么会永垂不朽

可是我有时候宁愿选择留恋不放手

等到风景都看透也许你会陪我看细水长流

Truth is,

2010-09-21T19:02:00.003+01:00

by shanna

South Bank, London

i've told you a thousand times but you wouldn't listen.

don't try to understand me, just love me.

九月

2010-09-19T15:48:00.004+01:00

by shanna

走了一半

顿然发现我已经很不依赖五月天了

只是依旧不能自拔的沉醉在

能让我想起英国的那些歌里面

仿佛一首歌

就可以融化相隔了半个地球的距离

我依旧可以走出门外赶上453号公车

15分钟后跟着人潮被挤着推下车

然后悠闲地走在西敏寺桥上

呼吸着伦敦冷冷的空气

走累了就把脸靠在桥上的扶手

偶尔看着脚下的泰晤士河发呆

偶尔俯首赞叹着大本钟的美丽

家其实很好

我只是忘不了

对英国的那份热情

o' love

2010-08-24T05:18:00.001+01:00

Happy Anniversary my love

wish we could be together.

This is not meant to happen

2010-08-23T15:52:00.003+01:00

Fucked up.all the things that we talked.all the dreams that we dream to live. could wait longer.

This is not meant to happen to me, I tried and I studied and I tried my best.

关于书

2010-08-17T11:26:00.007+01:00

话说我的中学六年

除了读书写字

赛跑演讲

司仪主持

考试考试再考试

我还跟图书馆借了很多的书

很多我其实都不记得了

很多都是文学和推理

很多都是外文翻译

可是那些读过的书

总会在我不经意的时候

又重现眼前

我14岁的时候看完了整个系列的《奥兹国的魔法师》

那个时候是超喜欢超喜欢

结果后来去台湾妈妈买了电影版的给我看

然后才发现原来Somewhere Over the Rainbow是这样红的

再更后来我到了英国

在伦敦看了一场歌舞剧《Wicked》

原来是整个系列的前传

我还记得以前我很喜欢看一套卡通

叫马德琳什么的

关于法国的一个小女生

那个时候我压根不知道法国就在不远的未来

后来我在图书馆借了一系列的法国译文童话

其中最让我喜欢的是《淘气的尼古拉》

今天我在pps随意乱逛着

给我找到了电影版的小淘气尼古拉

你说，读什么样的书是不是就会带你到什么样的世界？

Yesterday

2010-08-15T16:01:00.007+01:00

Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be....

o' security

2010-08-09T07:04:00.002+01:00

My whole system is falling and ill, why is it getting harder to switch back to Home mode?

what's right in front and what's more to hope for have all mixed up i'm almost partially blind and even though i know this will end soon i still wish i could live a little more secured than what it seems to be now.

all my heart and thought, left in England.

Today is day 4, my subconscious still think we are in London.

I'll See You Soon

2010-08-05T13:30:00.002+01:00

so long for now

'nobody said it was easy

no one ever said that it would be this hard'

i'll see you soon

Numbers

2010-08-02T06:25:00.005+01:00

It almost felt like forever, but when you sit down and count properly you'll find yourself saying 'what? it's only been three years?' but honey, it's all just numbers and numbers though sometimes give shocking truth but mostly don't matter.

I'll Be Back

2010-07-23T00:20:00.005+01:00

2007

2008

2009

2010

The thought of leaving tears my eyes and pains my heart

七月·

2010-07-04T17:28:00.003+01:00

打工的好朋友

Starbucks Russell St, Covent Garden

‘你要走了哦’

‘对啊’

‘好讨厌哦’

‘我知道啊’

‘不要走啦’

我最近，感触特别多，眼泪特别想流出来。

角落的咖啡香

2010-06-29T02:08:00.004+01:00

by shanna

Newcastle Central Station

以下是我在纽卡斯的最后一天写下的一些东西。

''我的整个人好像是突然之间就长大了一样。虽然是走过了很多地方，看过了很多人体验了不同的生活，对未来，却依然是茫然。只有对过去，满是憧憬。人啊，就要这样矛盾的走到下辈子吧。

我常在想，你会不会也常在想，像我这样渴望拥有多一点的时间给自己和生活，只身单影的坐在角落的咖啡厅，那一杯咖啡，是可以买我多少领悟？我告诉你，跟我一起想象。

你现在就坐在一个咖啡厅外，你点了一杯热咖啡，还是摩卡好了甜一点的味道比较香。然后你戴上耳机，静静的放着空。想象得到吗？你闻到的咖啡香参杂着这个城市的味道，你听着的歌参杂着这个城市的声音，你看到的人来人往参杂着你的想象。有些走过会对你笑，有些停了下来找着路，有些大声聊着把声音混进了你在听的音乐里，然后不到两秒的时间又走开了。然后最后，你站了起来，留下了一点什么在那个角落的位子上。在走之前你转过头再看了一眼，仿佛你终于了解了什么一样，可是却又具体的说不上来。

我就是很享受，这种虚实的感觉。

至少在那一刻，我深深觉得整个世界是真的。

我闻过的咖啡香，我看过的人来人往，

我听到的这个城市的声音，

我手上握着的笔，我坐过的那个位子，

都是真的。

我虽然渺小的经过可是，

是的，我在这里留下了一点什么。

放着好吗

2010-06-29T01:32:00.004+01:00

by shanna

The Lovers, St Paul Cathedral, London

常常有些感觉

明明在

我们却总是说不上个为什么

反之害怕

要真说上了搞不好就会下不去

所以就这样被搁着了

搁着，被淡忘，找不到

何尝不是一种解脱

Remedy

2010-06-27T21:51:00.003+01:00

after mayday, after coldplay

my all time remedy collection is now joined by

Damien Rice

a person wrote

'I need your voice more than the air to breathe'

I wish there's one day, when I can hear them all

singing right in front of me, right through my ears

,live.

不能办到的事

2010-06-21T13:41:00.002+01:00

不是有句话这样说，

把今天活得像是这世界的最后一天，才不会有遗憾

我今天跟经理说七月开始不做了

因为签证八月要到期了我还找不到工作

心里真的还蛮难过的

在这里认识了很多朋友

学会了泡咖啡

每天上下班还可以经过滑铁卢桥

看着对面的大本钟和伦敦眼

今天经过的时候

我试着感觉

假装这是我最后一次经过这座桥

我差一点没哭出来

想像着那些不能，这种方法

对不起

我办不到

父亲节快乐

2010-06-19T14:19:00.002+01:00

by shanna

Covent Garden

我读过一篇女儿写给爸爸的文章

只是依稀记得她很有自信地这么写着

‘我的爸爸是个男人，他比任何男人都还要男人’

当然，我爸爸也是。

给所有的爸爸们，父亲节快乐。

又要开战了

2010-06-06T22:08:00.004+01:00

我身穿战衣

却心有余悸

明天要考试了，惊惊～

That we are the creators of our Universe

2010-05-30T18:27:00.003+01:00

Crystal left her book on our couch, 'The Secret'

i was taking my break after another rather painful revision

so out of curious i grabbed it and flipped to page 113, and i kept reading.

and i stopped as the story ended on the next page.

it may sounds funny at once but as i relate to many things in my life i can't help to agree maybe this storyteller is right, that we are the creators of our Universe.

10 years ago i never would have thought today i'll be here in London

10 years ago i never would have thought i really was going to see Harry Potter in real life

all the time i thought i can only dream for a first class degree

when i started taking photos i thought i could only dream about having a DSLR

so perhaps, for one last time, no more doubts.

I will pass my papers, and I will find a job in an accountancy firm in London this summer.

I believe I will and so I will.

looking forward to see 'I' in summer :)

who knows maybe a change in mind will change many things in life?

尾端

2010-05-27T17:41:00.004+01:00

by amos

塔桥路旁

五月大概已经走到尾端了

我觉得一个城市最美的时候

是我醒着看着她熟睡的样子

就像夜晚的湖泊

娇柔的湖面映着片片的月光

和着些些的晚风

紧抓着的是看不见的尾端

放了它就走了

Overloaded

2010-05-11T22:39:00.004+01:00

''as this is P7, let's hope I'll never see you again, in a positive way of course.''

today at the end of the class when Paul made such statement, i had a moment where it felt like the bitterly sweet mocha swirling down my throat and leave a taste of something inside my mouth. weird metaphor, i dunno what was that but yes i was very touched to realise that it's the end of this paper.

like many other ACCA candidates, i very much hope June '10 will be my final sitting i want to be qualified so badly! before that, coming Monday i have excel exam, Tuesday i have P6 mock and Friday i have P7 mock, plus i still have to work! T_T i want this over, but i don't want it to be over so soon too, i hate feeling running out of time, i need a stronger grip to get hold of things!

my life is like a mind map full of branches atm, known branches but unknown of the chances if any of them are actually going to lead me to somewhere i want, here.

Today in class, we talked about bundled sales again. another thing that made me feel so proud of what i'm doing, irrelevant but i like to talk about irrelevant stuffs anyway. when i was younger i took every single piss at each and every ignorant mind which labelled accounting as ''a piece of cake compared to what i'm doing'', i don't give a damn anymore.

i like what i'm doing and i will keep doing it.

p/s: bundled sales is an accounting topic on how to account for the advanced sales but future service thingy. e.g. tesco clubcard, buy 10 drinks and get another free. just thought you'd like to know :)

听歌

2010-05-07T15:35:00.003+01:00

York

by Kelvin

'你忘的伞还依我的窗

望着窗外那悠悠春光'

啊多么痛的领悟

2010-05-01T23:18:00.002+01:00

老样子

五月了 T_T

不是说了要走慢一点的吗

真的讨厌耶

下个月要考试了

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

我快疯了

上课打工读书做功课硬是找时间去玩

春天了啊

难不成外面暖暖的大太阳

我还要窝在家里面翻书

不划算啊！

今天打工的时候赫然发现

每个星期六跟我一起打工的一个男生

竟然只有17岁，还未成年咧

你老娘我都22了。。。。

原来真的老了啊

这几天crystal来家里住

过得有像放假一样

一起挤在客厅

弹着吉他大唱着辛晓琪的领悟

好久没有这样大聊了

想要没有烦恼钱也可以一直进口袋啊

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

我看我是真的疯了

停顿

2010-04-21T15:27:00.002+01:00

常常我们走过一个地方，停下来

然后我们以为剩下的世界都在走，不停地走。

有些人经过，擦身而过，为我们停下来过。

然后走了，不见了，一切都变了。

所以我们都忘了

其实有些东西还在这里

还是依旧

从来没有变过

从来没有离开过

A Random Saturday

2010-04-17T13:22:00.003+01:00

by amos

using my fujifilm instax mini 7s :)

米修米修～

四月已经走了快一半了，这年头时间怎么都在用跑的过。

有这么赶吗？

这个礼拜很累。。。打工累上课累用功累玩也累

一起打工的西班牙美女Eva回去马德里了，她说要回去考试六月会再回来。这两个月每天跟她一起上早班，突然就走了还蛮难过的。

前两天终于穿上我的跑步鞋（尘埃仆仆了）在伦敦的大街上跑啊跑的。耳机的歌都特别好听，太阳大得很。。。实在喜欢：）

昨天在磨蹭时间的时候，把吉他拿出来弹了弹。

有点感慨却还是不理解

你是对的还是我太无知

越是长大越是不明白

这人生是要给我什么？

简简单单的去好好活一次不好吗？

我一直很向往没有牵挂的生活

可是后来我发现那牵挂

是生命的一种绝对

a while.

2010-04-14T15:59:00.007+01:00

by amos

Carnaby Street, London

i haven't been playing my guitar for quite awhile

haven't been blogging as often as i used to

haven't been trying as hard as i should

perhaps reality has conquered too much of my soul that

i got too tired of having myself facing behind the wishing will

with my closed eyes and a penny full of dreams

i stupidly thought it will bring me my dreams

every night

some say it's good to let go

some of the many things that we hold on to

for we can't afford a bigger rucksack

oh no no i shook my head so terribly

that it can never be oblivious to one

you see

i don't need a rucksack to carry my dreams

i live with them

everywhere i go, they follow

o' yester sights

2010-04-06T18:02:00.005+01:00

by shanna

The Parliament, London

i treasure every moment i have

when im on a double decker bus

after six hours of tired mind

crossing Waterloo Bridge

what came into my sight

was a clear reflection of the city buildings on River Thames

the very rare and warm sunlight shining over the city

you know

i figured

sometimes

some things are better left a regret.

but most the time

i disagree.

cause i want it a memory not a wish-upon

又一个飞了

2010-04-05T00:30:00.003+01:00

by crystal

The Orangery, Kensington Palace

贵妇飞回家了

今天去机场的时候

那个感觉实在是讨厌

看着JJ抱着YP

难过 :(

这个礼拜他马的天气快没把我给逼疯

过去这两年的判断是错误的

又是狂风又是下不完的雨就连雷电都来了

最近的天气是怎样了到底

你们都没有乖乖在做环保吗？

从机场回家的时候

跟法郎琪叔叔聊了很多

也是感慨也是懊恼

只是我还能庆幸

我的无奈少了一些

春天来了三月走了

今天好不容易翻了点书

明天再多翻一些

while my guitar gently weeps

2010-03-29T20:38:00.005+01:00

by shanna

Neil's Yard, Covent Garden, London

i strongly feel that

deep down inside my heart

for everything i do

i owe someone a reason

结果咧？

2010-03-27T13:47:00.003Z

巴黎

by amos

又走过了没有网路的一个月

我以为我会死

最近的每个年头都喜欢给我出难题

现在没事了

家有了课上了网路有了

就差一个工作签证

昨天凌晨听聪聪说今天是清明

我是有多少年没有和一家人去扫墓了

间断中经过的

偶尔听来的

总觉得错过的

还真不少

开课以后觉得真累

不管睡得多够还是会磕

打工反而变成了我的假期

虽然累可是开心而且还有钱

三月都快用完了

那种很害怕时间不够用的恐惧感又来了

只是从来没有这样强烈过

英国给我的太多

我没有这样大的脑容量去存档

所以我不想走

新家

2010-03-06T13:54:00.004Z

by Shanna

31 Telford House

新家的地址：

31 Telford House

Tiverton Street

London, UK

SE1 6NY

忙翻了三月

2010-03-04T20:39:00.007Z

匆匆走过巴黎了

又搬家了

都累死了

现在人在旧家外面的麦当劳上网

想起一年前刚搬来伦敦没有网路的时候也是常来这家麦当劳的说

怎么又一晃一年又过去了

新家搬得不错

屋主有很像大舅舅的感觉 :)

这个家从头到现在都是我们一起打理好的

新的环境没有想象中的坏

交通都很好，左邻右舍也很安静

小小的一个家让我很温暖。（心里温暖，身体却冷毙了）

今天开课了，打工的时间只剩下一个礼拜二十个小时

我需要钱啊～

先放几张去巴黎的照片 :)

赵于嘉我知道你想念我！哈哈哈哈！

Montmartre 附近

我真的很爱夜景

那是一种让人很不能自我的爱上的美

在酒店对面街的一家面包店

超法国的吧

很让我骄傲的一张

有进步吧 :)

你可以不爱巴黎，可是你不可能不对埃菲尔铁塔动心

陳昇说: ''他常常遲到，但是一定會到。''

年二十九

2010-02-13T03:01:00.003Z

还是在打工。

今天好不容易拿到工钱了，可是税务扣好多好心痛 :(

今天店里到晚上的时候忙死了，我的右手臂又抽筋了，一使劲就痛的说。还被经理亏说我怎么这么弱。都是那个王八white mocha的容器啦，每次要挤mocha出来都要使出浑身解数，今天一个不小心就扭到了。双手又是这边割到那边也割到都不知道怎样割到的，前几天左手还被热咖啡烫到了，最痒的是左手腕内侧对店里用的消毒剂过敏，又起疹子了 -_-

没关系啊，再来嘛。

如果你还没听说，那我告诉你，

我是无敌铁金刚。

年二十八

2010-02-12T00:01:00.003Z

来倒数吧。

第二个不在家的新年。不痛不痒的，因为这里一点气氛都没有。

只是我很想念新年前一家人一起去逛新年衣，一起去买年货，一起吃团圆饭，一起看新年特备节目，一起去叔叔家吃bbq，一起放烟火，一起小赌，一起吃柑子炸虾饼，一起去拜年，一起等拜年的人来家里，一起这个那个的。

今年啊，我一个人从年初一打工到元宵，一个人硬着头皮找房子，一个人捱过要出成绩的压力，一个人逛街买新衣，一个人去拜拜（今年犯太岁neh）。

大年头的，这个放我鸽子那个也放鸽子。是怎样，我不计较不代表可以这样敷衍我啊。

我在学着豁达的做人，所以我的耐心虽然放宽了但还是有限。

2010，最好别惹我。

因为我是最强的，你惹不起我。

沉淀

2010-02-09T22:28:00.002Z

夜晚的伦敦，让人喜欢沉思。

这一年来托老天爷爷的福，

让我每次搭巴士的时候都可以经过伦敦桥，

都可以看到让我很是迷恋的泰晤士河，

不管是白天的大太阳的阴天的大雾的还是深夜的，

靠窗的那个位子

总是让我不经意的留了些感觉

在车上

在河边

在心里

我有一个习惯

来了伦敦以后才有的习惯

在每个夜深人静，白云晴空的夜晚

我习惯也喜欢

听着耳机

一个人

慢了步伐

吸着冰冷的空气

抬着头

慢慢地走回家

最近在看《下一站，幸福》

真的有幸福的感觉

我大概又要花很长一段时间

才能够走出这个偶像剧带给我的假象

这些打工的日子

2010-02-05T02:08:00.004Z

by crystal

Istanbul, Turkey

行尸走肉的。

尤其是这个礼拜，经理大人把我的rota排得夜夜都是最后一个回家的。

前两天第一次做closing还因为打扫的速度太慢拖累了一起关门的同事，足足迟了40分钟才下班。歹势啊，啊菜鸟就是这样啦。不过这样也不错啊，可以领多40分钟的工钱耶 :)

下个礼拜的rota今天出来了，哇靠。我虽然想趁假期努力打工赚钱，可是也不用这样给我机会拼吧。。。看了都累。从星期天一路做到星期五然后星期六放一天，星期天大年初一的再做。。。新年快乐啊。

本来想说上礼拜领了薪水要买一架Fuji Instax Mini，可是这个礼拜发现我打工穿的黑鞋鞋底又给我裂开了，真是马的还真会挑时间。最近又老在下雨，走在路上鞋里面都满是水恶心死了。刚好Sports Direct有在做促销（其实完全是全年无休的在促销），懒的去逛上网买了新鞋yoohoo! Fuji的立可拍等我再存多一点钱吧！

明天要和crystal宝贝去看屋子，老天爷爷保佑我啊一切顺利okay！

新年快到了，说真的每天在闻咖啡的味道都忘了虾饼闻起来是怎样的。

我要红包啊！！

你滚远一点

2010-01-29T21:39:00.003Z

为什么总是哪壶不开提哪壶

我要吐血了

FAT?

2010-01-28T22:51:00.007Z

by shanna

Starbucks Camden Town, London

During my break time in Starbucks, my manager (Emily) always scream at me and to tell others:

SHANNA WANTS TO GET FAAAAAT

-_-

and she continues:

FRAPPUCCINO, CHOC CHUNK COOKIE, now PANINI..FAAAAT

truth is, i was really hungry.

i was starving!!

下过雨的夜晚

2010-01-22T19:23:00.007Z

今天下班后天都黑了，刚下完小雨的夜晚让我很有流浪街头的冲动。

于是乎我就在Tower Bridge下车，一路跟着随后的绵绵细雨靠着泰晤士河走在夜色暗红的街上。

总有一天这些都要变成往事的，都要变成只可以拿来思念老去的回忆，只是我还不想那一天这么快来到。

‘回首匆匆，恍如一梦’ 这样的话让我再等个十年二十年才说吧。

只身主义

2010-01-21T23:03:00.002Z

by shanna

Edinburgh, Scotland.

如果可以一个人我倒宁愿就一个人。

一个人多好，一个人最好，一个人什么都好。

我就是这样喜欢老的东西

2010-01-21T00:20:00.002Z

这几天像在走时光的隧道一样，一路走到了十年前。

我把还珠格格两部都重看了一遍，还是很喜欢啊。觉得隔了十年再重看，除了惊讶于十年就这样过去了以外，倒也发现看两部戏像是上了很多的华文课。

以前除了那句‘山无棱天地合才敢与君绝’，其他的都不记得了。可是我发现72集戏里满满的都是成语名句，句句都是好字。

明天又要早起身，对我来说实在是一种折磨。可是我不怨，老天爷爷对我很好给了我这个机会，还让我在这么好的环境下打工，不能怨。我的经理是波兰人，对我很好。今天我们一路边走边聊的，她那一句‘我真的很幸运请了你到我们店里来’ 让我很是受宠若惊，忙的插上去说我能找到这份工才真的是很幸运。在英国快两年了，第一次遇到一个让我有妈妈感觉的人。

教我泡咖啡的是一个匈牙利人。他长得有点像电影里面的吸血鬼，塞耳后的头发，长白的皮肤，冷冷的感觉。可是是一个好老师 :) 他很有耐心的一个一个跟我解释，一个一个教我怎么泡。还有一个加拿大人，几乎每天都跟我一起打工。其实现在想想，我还真的没有看过这间店里有哪个人认真生过气的。都不骂人的。

我现在咖啡已经泡很好了，不是我自夸是大家说的 :）反倒是站在收银台前面的时候很不自在。那个电脑的荧幕是一堆的咖啡一堆的饮料名字，然后还有一堆吃的名字，同样的东西有低脂的啦有全脂的还有知道哪个是给素食的。顾客排成一排的时候我动作又很慢，超级有压力的。

又快凌晨一点了 ><

再不睡就怕明天起床时又要花一堆时间赖床了。

晚安咯。

曾经的鸡皮疙瘩

2010-01-16T17:45:00.003Z

如果要用声音来决定心跳

我一定会嫁给萧敬腾

听说

2010-01-15T22:48:00.002Z

刚看完这部电影，台湾本土的 :)

主演的是彭于晏和陈意涵，讲一个关于听障人的励志故事。

我很喜欢彭于晏所以才会去看。整整一个小时48分的电影，比手语的部分占了超过一半，却觉得节奏很好，拍的很动人。让我很感动的画面是姐妹两个人用手语在争执，那种欲言不能言却又满满写在脸上的感情很动人。

''爱情跟梦想都是很奇妙的事情，

不用听不用说也不用被翻译，

就能感受到它。''

Awesome January Luck

2010-01-14T21:26:00.002Z

Six months ago, i dressed like this almost everyday to take bus 43 to Holloway McDonald's.

Starting on Monday, I'll dress like this taking bus RV1 to Covent Garden Starbucks.

isn't new year full of hope and excitements?

I hope to learn more about making good coffee for I myself is so in love with Starbucks coffee :) and of course, meeting new people, speaking more English, waiting for my rendezvous (you better not be late!) and and and and hoping for more luck to come in house hunting, results and job hunting. after all that snow and credit crunch and challenges in a big city, 2010 will be a blessed year aye? i hope and i hope you hope so too ;)

i'll be so proud of myself if i can make a grande dark cherry mocha frappuccino that has dragged me into the obsession of Starbucks coffee :)

稀罕

2010-01-13T21:55:00.003Z

by shanna

some countryside near Dublin, Ireland

张坚友跟我说看陈绮贞唱现场比看积雪还要稀罕。我有点同意啊。

可是我还是很喜欢雪。看不厌啊看不厌~

今天面试过后一个人去了Natural History Museum,又是满满的雪，超漂亮的！

现在我喜欢NHM多过大英博物馆 :)

这个博物馆太了不起了，整个就是棒。

今天的伦敦很漂亮，地跌站的值班阿伯都很友善。

路上的行人也很有礼貌，就连博物馆里的人也对我好好。

稀罕啊稀罕。

伦敦天天都这样该有多好。

Time can wait?

2010-01-13T01:27:00.002Z

by mom

Venice, Italy, 2008

i can't wait can't wait can't wait to do so many things

would you walk with me?

would you have trust in me?

could you be generous enough to give me some of your time?

i am everyday living in fear of losing someone i love, of running out of time.

every single day.

so the next time when you see me rushing, don't question but push me further.

伊斯坦堡 Day 2

2010-01-04T11:56:00.011Z

第二天我们一早就出门了，天气很晴朗太阳很大可是有点冷。明明十几度的天气却像是只有两三度。本来因为顺路就想说先去参观Topkapi Palace, 结果每逢星期二是闭馆的时间。

沿路一直走就到了圣索菲亚 Hagia Sophia，这是一座拜占庭式的教堂。后来因为被奥斯曼帝国占领，被改建成为伊斯兰教的清真寺，现在是一间博物馆。这是全世界唯一一座合并两个宗教的教堂。

圣索菲亚的正对面就是另一个宏伟的清真寺，蓝色清真寺 Blue Mosque。

圣索菲亚的内观。

如果大拇指可以在这个许愿柱的洞内转360度，许下的愿望就会成真。我成功了！希望许愿柱能显灵 :) 相传查士丁尼大帝頭痛，至聖索菲亞大教堂教堂淨心，一倚長柱後，頭痛竟可不藥而癒，那个凹洞是经长年累月的触摸给摸出来的。

这是我有样学样的成果。因为没有三脚架每次想拍dome的全景的时候就要抬头拍，常常相机会抓不稳，而且室内光线不足就会拍下不清楚的相片。我看到一个摄影师把他的相机整个放在地上，我才觉悟。所以就先把角度找好，再放好相机，再轻松的按下快门。

这里是圣苏菲亚的第二层，Upper Gallery.

这是遗留的马赛克 Mosaics, 图示正在祷告的耶稣。

约翰二世 (拜占庭)，王后，圣母和圣婴

这是正对面的蓝色清真寺。我对这座清真寺特别有感觉，可能因为它的外观特别让我有身在伊斯坦堡的感觉吧。

土耳其的小帅哥。那双眸望得有够有力的。

只有男士可以进入清真寺做礼拜。信徒进去之前都必须把双脚双手和脸用水洗干净，这么冷的天气还要这样窝在一旁洗脚，实在让我佩服。

因为蓝色清真寺不是博物馆所以不用门票。每天还是有人会定时去做礼拜，进去的时候必须把鞋子脱掉。清真寺里面是大片的红地毯，很舒服。

两姐妹一个穿短裤一个穿短裙，结果就是这样 :D

令人叹为观止的内观。

Yerebatan Sarnici 伊斯坦堡的地下储水室

成龙的电影《特务迷城》好像有在这里取景。

美杜莎头像，地下的灯光昏暗一看到头像的时候是有一点吓到。

侧脸的美杜莎头像。故事有很多个太长了，下次看到我的时候再问我吧 :p

邪恶之眼，用来辟邪的。伊斯坦堡到处都是蓝眼睛，餐馆的装饰啦，酒店的大门啦。。

夜晚的伊斯坦堡。

街边的一个档口在卖的海鲜，他们四个都有试而且很喜欢。我看了觉得恶心而且是很鲜的海鲜，我怕敏感所以就免了。mussle外包着米饭再淋上柠檬汁，看起来是不错啦。

逛完Grand Bazaar，伊斯坦堡有名的大卖场后，随便乱逛就给我们遇到了这家原来是很有名的抽水烟的地方，我们真的是很幸运啊。

在这里抽水烟很卫生，每个人都会有一个新的filter，我们五个人叫了一个苹果味的水烟，才12里拉。很值得，而且环境很有味道，满满的烟，玲琅满目的颜色和布置，真的有身在伊斯坦堡的感觉。

看看看看看有烟的咧！可是苹果的味道没有很浓，感觉还不错。

后面四个是我们认识的新朋友，两个男生都是土耳其人，一个女生是西班牙人，另一个是巴西人。他们四个在葡萄牙读书认识的，两个女生来探望男朋友 :) 他们人真的很好，写了一堆的旅游资料给我们，在伊斯坦堡遇到的好人真的很多 :)

夜晚的蓝色清真寺，真的很漂亮。

回酒店的路上我们嚷着要吃雪糕，结果对面街的店口听到了ice cream的字眼，大声嚷着要我们过去吃。我们说不要然后加快脚步走，没想到他们说''FREE FREE''！我们几个听到免费的就冲到了马路对面，品尝了免费的土耳其冰淇淋。就是那种黏黏的没卖给你之前都会先表演的土耳其冰淇淋！给我们每个人都做了一个！

伊斯坦堡我们一共去了四天，可是有点很累了，所以两天的行程报告一下就算了事了:)

上星期和har har去了爱尔兰的都柏林探望Sophie，下了好多的雪啊！

昨天去 Harrods Starbucks试工了，这礼拜要等电话，希望会请我啊。每次跟妈咪讲完电话以后第二天就会有人打电话叫我去面试耶，难道妈咪有魔力？今天一早又接到了Covent Garden Starbucks 的电话，要我明天去面试！如果这个也请我就好了，地点比较靠近不用搭地铁可以省更多交通费。哇开心啊！

接下来就有够忙得了，志华回国了，Har回曼城了，YP老往JJ家跑，家里静静的冷冷的，冷死了！我要开始找新屋子了。希望这次找屋子可以顺顺利利的，大家开开心心的一起搬家 :)

伊斯坦堡 Day 1

2010-01-03T13:56:00.005Z

很不可思议的，我已经从伊斯坦堡回来了。

因为飞机取消的关系，我们去伊斯坦堡的行程提前排到了2009结束的前四天。年头的愿望终于赶得及在年底实现了。

伊斯坦堡是我一直很想去的地方。满满的全部都是历史，最妙的还是因为Golden Horn 金角湾的存在，伊斯坦堡被分为欧洲和亚洲两岸。之前在查伊斯坦堡的旅游资料的时候还在暗自愧疚，为什么当初世界历史没有读好。资料里面全部都是拜占庭和鄂圖曼的字眼。也因为此行才知道原来伊斯坦堡在历史上的名字就是拜占庭和君士坦丁堡。

我们一共有五个人，所以就决定住酒店。这家酒店的地理位置非常好，在伊斯坦堡的四天只有一天是需要搭乘Tram的。基本上所有的观光地都步行得到。酒店的服务态度很和善，英文也讲得不错，包括早餐一个人三个晚上的住宿费才55欧元，是我住过最便宜的酒店了。

到的第一天下了场不停的大雨，就一直下一直下。再加上到酒店的时候已经下午了，基本上没什么景观可看，所以就先去填饱肚子。这是土耳其盛产的苹果茶，也不知道为什么讲究的是盛茶的杯子，都是这个样子的。不过真的很纯很好喝！这样一杯0.50TL，大概0.25英镑。

这是在伊斯坦堡的第一餐，Kofte Kebab. 牛肉真的超好吃的，不过更好吃的还有另外一家。

下一家是甜品。我是一个甜食主义者，可是土耳其的甜品我真的不会欣赏，因为都太甜了！！甜到一种恶心的程度，从里到外满满的都是糖浆，试过一次就不敢再领教第二次了。

一开始不知道还大口的给吃了下去，整个头痛到想吐。只有第一块勉强还算不错，蜂蜜加开心果。当地好像盛产开心果似的什么吃的都有开心果，真的什么都有。

Gone through

2010-01-02T02:18:00.004Z

by shanna

New Mosque, Istanbul, Turkey

i couldn't believe i'm living in 2010 already. it all seems like a rather short dream from the previous night sleep. and i dunno for how many times i'd have to say that on every new year's day, you just can't help to feel like that!

some notes to reflect:

-I bought a guitar and happily playing with it

-I have a ukulele!

-I wasn't determined enough to spend some time in learning Japanese

-I had my first proper part time job in London

-I passed my first three papers which I was really thankful of

-I failed in communicating with my sister, why was it so hard to just try a little harder?

-I had a great summer

-I'm so sorry for all the inconvenience i've caused to the house for accommodating my friends but to those who stayed, i'm really glad to have helped.

-I read many books and travelled to many places, and never felt more like myself.

-I met some difficult people and ashamed of my pitifully low EQ when confronting them.

-I started collecting google homepage stickers.

-I made some great friends and very thankful of what this life has given me.

-I try to finish my story but lack of imagination and stopped.

-I wrote my first song with my guitar which felt really great cause amos said it was good :)

In the new year, I hope to see a clearer picture of who I really am, of what I'm really after, of what this world has to offer me and what I have that it's worth to give back. It is hard to not look back, for the past has always been so nostalgically beautiful and amusingly entertaining.

I am a person who is everyday fell deeper in love with all the old stuffs.

Winter Holiday

2009-12-28T01:30:00.004Z

Turkey

*Brussels sprouts are made by HAR!!!

See the countdown bar above this post?

It's DUE!!!

Istanbul here i comeeeeeeeeee

See you guys on New Year's Eve!

and Happy Birthday in advance to Tartttttt :D

Over and Joy

2009-12-21T02:55:00.007Z

Haven't posted a single thing since the battle was over.

I had the best pre-xmas celebration cause Michelle came London last Thursday for a 3 nights stay! it wasn't that long since we last met but still feel like ages and her hair has grown so much, I reckon mine too! It's been snowing very light and it all came too quickly, at least in the south of London where I live, when there was 8 inches of snow in North London, not fair!

Cheehwa's contract has ended so he moved to our flat temporarily before going back to Msia for CNY holiday. This place is back to loud laughters and guitars and singings! XD i miss michelle so much! our good old times in The Hollies in Bristol, having ice cream with sohan after dinner, and singing at random songs with sohan's guitar after almost every dinner, it did felt like we travelled back in time these few days :)

i have posted most of the pictures on my facebook, and would like to post some others here. i never did portrait photography and i know with my limited gear it wouldn't be perfect, but though i don't have sharp images, i had fun with Mich. I would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to mi :) you are the best!

by shanna

i don't have a theme for the shooting, simply was trying to play with the angles and to take photos without involving too much editing and colours.

by shanna

she has really beautiful eyes that speak very gently like herself.

by shanna

pale tones suit her very well, me think.

by shanna

both us love this one :)

by shanna

she kept saying 'na, i look very fierce'

but i think this can be her very cool album cover :p

過了

2009-12-17T01:00:00.003Z

考完了·

像過了一光年一樣的累人

今天考完的時候

走出Excel那一刻

外面飄著片片的雪花

有一種激動

卻又很溫柔

很漂亮

雖然是冷

還是很喜歡

冬天的味道

helpless

2009-12-06T20:02:00.005Z

by shanna

Venice, Italy

i wish i was brilliant

i always wish for a different story, always look for a different reason. life is never simple so i say maybe if we complicate things up like it was tend to be going that way we might be lucky to blend into it and be easy in all the unexplainable stuffs.

at times i couldn't stop thinking, about so many other things that weren't major at all for that time being. often nostalgic and faded like yellow leaves falling from the sky with autumn breeze. how big how small a person is, is still a person. how depressing how exciting life is, is still for us to live through.

for the end of year is here, be mercy and be loving, to yourself.

6/12

2009-12-06T14:33:00.000Z

阿信，生日快樂

我就說

2009-12-04T15:14:00.002Z

這次考試少了點什么

少了五月天的加持 :)

今天聽了很多首歌，開心了一點，

雖然才三點，太陽又要準備下山了。

不過沒關系，很快就會過去了。

阿信在丁噹的花火，那個低音唱得有夠動人。

明年的新希望，我要去五月天的演唱會！

等我啊～

Disastrous December

2009-12-02T14:24:00.005Z

I'd not want to label my December with utmost sorrow but perhaps, a reminder.

''When I tell the truth, it is not for the sake of convincing those who do not know it,

but for the sake of defending those that do. ''

''To generalise is to be an idiot.''

-William Blake-

Allow me to be ignorant once and again to have agreed to the fancy thought that he speaks for me, even two hundred years ago, while no one else does, today.

古文有理

2009-11-30T01:10:00.001Z

''欲思其利，必虑其害，欲思其成，必虑其败。"

諸葛亮這句話，好啊。

22

2009-11-28T21:51:00.010Z

過生日真的很開心啊！

我還以為今年沒有蠟燭吹了

我還以為今年要一個人過了

還好都不是

謝謝你們讓我在倫敦也可以有一個這樣開心的生日

謝謝你連夜趕過來！

謝謝我的housemates愿意犧牲一天的時間

不讀書陪我去喝下午茶

終于如愿以償吃到Macarons了

一家人考試都加油！

很丟臉的一剎那。。。

以后還是不要在大庭廣眾唱生日歌了哈哈哈

謝謝Crystal 和 Yuki 特地過來 :)

SC 和HN的禮物，謝謝謝謝！

幾個月前就買好的禮物讓我很感動

志華從馬來西亞帶來的，原來一直藏在YP的房間

感動指數爆滿啊～

Crystal 和Yuki很有心的禮物

一樣很感動啊，說好要考完試一起逛街的，謝謝啊！

媽咪卡片我收到了！謝謝你 :)

今天過得很開心

太陽也很大,雖然后來下雨了...

如果全家人都在就好了

謝謝在facebook留言給我的朋友

謝謝你們的祝福

謝謝堅友艾菲和Bryan的電話，我很想念你們!!

謝謝大家今天把時間都讓給我

感激不盡啊～

我深深的一鞠躬 :)

努力讀書了! ACCA 受死吧!

時間

2009-11-27T01:12:00.003Z

時間很喜歡跟一眨眼賽跑

是贏是輸

老的還是我啊

星期天

2009-11-22T12:05:00.005Z

今天又遲了起床 -_-

明明830就張開了眼睛的

9點又被鬧鐘吵醒了的

10點也起來了的說

為什么起身刷牙的時候是11點

皮膚過敏沒有淡去的跡象，反而越來越紅越來越密

尤其是脖子癢死了

花了半個小時煮午餐和晚餐

因為要吃藥不然才沒有那種閑情逸致

太濕的白飯，tesco的烤雞，炒豆芽花椰菜番茄蘿卜和salmon碎片

看起來是很亂啦，可是很健康啊

而且不難吃耶

明天是第二個模擬考，是不用考也知道會死的那科

不過我還是回去考啦，因為垂死掙扎是我的拿手好戲

剛剛下了一陣很大的冰雹雨

趕快下雪吧 :D

無狀態

2009-11-22T00:57:00.002Z

by shanna

London

我寫了一首歌，很短的一首歌

叫無狀態

純粹是讀完書準備睡覺前

一個小小的試圖

22.11.09

我和我的吉他寫的第一首歌 :)

收到卡片了！

2009-11-18T00:51:00.004Z

22歲生日快到了

今年收到的第一個祝福是堅友寄來的卡片

不好意思咧我連他的都還沒有寄

謝謝啦 :D

我等你的無限泡泡棉！

明天是第一個模擬考

跟上一次很不同

因為都沒有在怕的

明天就知道死了

沒有在給壓力的

真的很不自在

好像有點太不努力了一點

明天考完后就留在圖書館反正回家也不會成器

然后6pm就去National Theatre聽免費的爵士樂！

London Jazz Festival 我愛我愛！！

tick tick tock tock

2009-11-15T00:54:00.005Z

Can't believe it's 15th already! already half way through the month and with so many frigging things going on in my mind, it is rather hard to concentrate.

I do not like it whenever i'm suppose to be revising for exams every other things seem extra interesting -_- why on earth? and when waiting for the new episodes of Big Bang Theory and How I Met Your Mother becomes very very torturing i tend to watch the same old episodes all over again arrrgggg save me pull me out of all this mess and give me a slap!

and what not to surprise, i youtube every single Mayday clips and to top that, my current obsession that is very hard to resist is Coldplay ♥ this you can't slap me, for they've been supporting me all along. we went through a lot together okay. im serious.

The stress and the fear almost got me forgotten about being in November, when i was suppose to be most happy. and welcoming December, and Xmas and new year, and new hope and new dreams.

All I want for this Christmas is happiness.

that'll sum it all. I'm never a person that's easily pleased, i just look like i am. because i thought you've done enough, leave the rest to me. I'd please myself and work as hard as i could to not just breath dreams but live them too.

like i always say, live the dream and the dream will live on.